Hard Two Days.

Last night I was caught purging my dinner.

I didn't get in trouble. They just let me cry and they hugged me and let me calm down and then they had to make me drink a boost

I did not like that. But I had a good support group. My friend was still there and so she just hugged me for literally 45 minutes while I just sobbed.

Today, same incident. But this time, I purged lunch. I was walking in to the art room when my room mate noticed my nose was runny and my eyes were red (something that gives away you've purged. BIG WHOOP.) and she asked if I was okay and I lied but dang, she was like "Kelly, you can't like to me. What happened?"

I toooolllddd hhheeerrr.

She just hugged me and told me that it would be best for me to confess to it. So I did. I once again had to have a boost to replace to stupid meal. Ugh.

This place is intense. And my symptom use is just crying out to me. I just want so bad to use symptoms! IT'S DRIVING ME NUTS.

UGH UGH UGH.