What is going down....

Ok, so I had my case management last Thursday and I was told I'd be going back to the Anna Westin House for about 4 weeks (symptom interruption) and then I'd leave and do some DBT (dialectal Behavioral Therapy) coarses...

I'm a little nervous to know my stay this time won't be as long... Although, I wouldn't want to stay for 5 months again (whOaoaoaOAoa....) but yeah. It'll be a fast little stay, which to me sounded stupid, but my team says it's a good idea :/ I just need to trust them I guess.... which is something I really struggle with.

I just want ED to GO. AWAY.

I'm just nervous as to when I'll be in the house again. I met with the intake person 1 week ago and she said the wait was about 2 weeks... I highly doubt I'll be in there by Thanksgiving.... I'm sure it'll be after.

WHICH I AM SCARED OUT OF MY MIND FOR THANKSGIVING. Ugh. Talk about stress and your ED getting louder... UGH. This is going to be hard this year since everyone (besides my parents) know what I'm dealing with :/ Lots of eyes will probably be on me. Well, whatever... that's life. That's recovery.

That's all for now. I'll try to be more good with updating. I don't even know if people read this anymore 0___o

FAIL.