It's been a rough

couple few days :/ Went out to eat dinner last night and I kind of over did it I think… I ate some key lime pie and all night I felt so horrible about myself.

But today I ate a bagel (= And this is huge since bagels are one of the BIGGEST fear foods of mine. So that my friends, is something big. But now I have this whole week of just me and my dad and I'm alone all day which makes it super hard (can't seem to find a stink in' job!) and I am worried that I might get out of hand while being home. I am planning on going out and doing things (hopefully. I like to isolate….) and keeping myself occupied. I do need summer clothes but I'm too scared to buy clothes but at the same time am desperate :/ UGH. IDK. I feel like a wreck.

I just don't want to end up using symptoms now that no one is home during the day :/ It's like a wide open invitation, people -___- Ed is screaming at me!

Well. I'm going to do my best.

Thanks for reading this, if you did… which if you're reading this then you did… so thanks.

I'mma go play with my hair now.