I feel like crying.

Easter was so hard. There was food everywhere and I panicked and I ate so much. I wanted to use symptoms but I didn't, partly because I couldn't find a way to without making it obvious. So I suppose that's good right? :/

Ed is so loud right now and I looked at myself in the mirror and the image I saw was too much to even bear. I feel like a total wreck and failure.

I just wanna throw crap and scream!

At least I'm seeing Titanic 3D for my 3rd time tonight <333 I know, crazy, but dude, it's like the only thing that'll make me happy.

I'm dreading what I'll see in the mirror tomorrow.