I had no purging what so ever! It was hard as heck! But I did it! And it feels weird 0__o It's hard to feel proud of myself, but I do feel somewhat proud.... I mean, heck, I had to sit with TOTAL discomfort and millions of thoughts going through my head. It was torture, but I did my best to engage in conversation. I think I did ok. I was pretty lost during the actual meal though. I was in my head and don't really remember anything that was said :/ But I did better during dessert :) My friend came over and she helped keep me grounded. That helped A LOT. We even did Black Friday shopping :D
I'm just glad this holiday is over... now it's time to prepare for Christmas.... I need lots of prayer surrounding that. I'm nervous and scared, but I'm going to try my hardest to be as symptom free as possible!
Thanks to everyone who did call or text me on Thanksgiving for support and words of comfort. It meant the WORLD to me <3 I love you all! xo
i'm so freaking proud of you! this is just the first of many momentous occasions for you! <3
ReplyDeletegood job kelly! I know how hard it is to battle within yourself silently in a crowded room. love you!
ReplyDeleteI was thinking about you and praying for you through Thanksgiving. I'm glad that you were able to get through it.
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