Yeah... I haven't updated in forever.... Some people asked about that.... sorry.
Umm.... what to say....
Well, it's my 4th month here at the house.... I no longer have a BFF... I've switched rooms 4 times and have had 6 different room mates.... yep-ahhh. I guess I wasn't updating 'cuz I've been in a huge funk and just for real wasn't feeling so motivated to work on recovery... everyone I came in to here discharged and so I'm the person whose been here the longest out of everyone and I feel weird about it.... 
It's hard because eveeeeeryone here who was my friend is NOW GONE. I mean, there are new ppl here who I have become close to, but I mean.. there were two ppl in particular who I NEED who are now gone X(
Anyway. I don't have anything too AMAZING to say besides "Oh, hey! I haven't had any meal plan increases!" *partaayy*
Ok. This is pointless. Bye.
Remember how you went to the house not knowing anyone and now you can't imagine your life without the girls you met? That will happen again if you open yourself - your heart & your mind - to it :-) You might wake up one morning and realize that you NEED these new girls too, just as you did before :)
ReplyDeleteAnd now that you have been there the longest, you have the opportunity to help the new girls. Let them look up to you as an example of what is good. Think of it not in a weird way, but in a way that God is keeping you in that house for a reason. Maybe he wants you to meet someone you haven't met yet. Maybe he wants you to become so strong that your strength and light will be help to those around you.
Love you & miss you!
You are awesome, woman!
:) Your cuz, Ali