Come at me bro.

ED is pissing me off right now. He is just filling my head with TERRIBLE thoughts. Like, excessively today. I have looked in the mirror over 50 times and each time I saw like a baby bump. I 'AINT PREGGO. So that is fattooo.

I'm pissed. And the thing is.... ED is all like "You know you need me. You won't survive without me." and I just go....

And I try to argue with him but then I end up just staring in the mirror feeling defeated and completely lame. UGH.

Why do I feel like I just can't win this battle? ED is like.... my boyfriend. I love him. I don't want to break up with him but then again the relationship is unhealthy and so I know I NEED to breakup with him but I can't 'cuz i LOVE HIM.

WTF.

I DON'T KNOW HOW THIS ALL HAPPENED TO ME.