Tangled Tuesday

So.... juuuustt so everyone knooowss.......

TANGLED COMES OUT ON DVD TODAY.

It's kind of a BIG deal.

I'm twirling like Rapunzel with joy XD

Anyway. Sorry I didn't update for a while. The past weeks have been SUPER HARD. I was going through a lot of depression and kind of isolating myself. I had no motivation to do anything or talk to anyone. I get that a lot. I'm so annoyed with myself. My Eating Disorder is so loud in my head and I can't get it to shut up.

I had my weekend pass taken away last weekend because I had used symptoms and got caught. Also, I had a panic attack in the bathroom during dinner last week and because of it I wasn't allowed to go to Target (we go every Tuesday) and I was SO ANGRY. I mean, how the heck am I supposed to control a panic attack? I replaced my dinner with a Boost... it's not like I skipped and didn't replace.

UGH. Just makes me mad. The rules kind of suck here....

But the weekend was okay. Saturday I got in arguments with the staff and I ended up in my room just giving them the silent treatment (so mature, right?). I had another panic attack at lunch that day and ended up crying. Ugh. Then later that night I got in trouble for doing a physical activity with the Wii and I ended up crying. WTF? I'm so emotional.

Sunday I went home for 4 hours, and I got to see Kiwi! <33333 IT WAS AMAZING. She was purring and I was just smiling :D IT WAS SO WONDERFUL.

Anyway.. I have to go to snack so this all the update I have for now.

Thanks again to those who write letters to me! I will respond someday! I PROMISE. I just am so busy here.... I'm sorry :'(