I AM SO FREAKIN' EXCITED. It's going to be a blast. I am so happy my parent's are letting me go. I am going to pay them back when I can but for now they paid for the ticket! I AM SO SO EXCITED! I will be there July 12-18th XD WOOO!!!
The ONLY THING IS.... I have to follow my meal plan these next two months in order to prove to my treatment team that I can go. Not that they can't like keep me from going but they do have the authority to talk to my parent's about me not going and obviously if I'm not doing well my parent's won't let me go. So I need to really buckle down and follow my meal plan! I want to anyway... it's just hard.
So if all goes as planned, I will do IOP for two more months and then I will leave and go to NH and then just do outpatient. Hopefully I can do it w/o having to go back to IOP or IDP or w/e... I think I can do it. I hardly purge anymore and the only main symptoms I use are like restriction and a little bit of exercise. So, people, I have come a REAAALLYYY long way. I used to purge up to 10+ times a day! Now, if I do purge, it's like once a week. I AM A ROCK STAR. I basically am kicking butt like big time. I think NH is going to be a great success. I will be with a really supportive friend all week who I shall make sure knows my meal plan and my schedule for eating so that I can really do this effectively.
AHHHH I CAN'T WAIITTT!!
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