HOLY FUDGE MONKEY CRACKERS

Ok. So I'm pissed off.

So yesterday I was told my weight dropped rapidly and so they increased my meal plan.

I cried for a full hour.

Then today I was told my weight dropped rapidly even MORE, so now my meal plan is increased even MORE.

I looked at them like this:

And then I basically burst in to tears like this:

And then I basically did this:

I'm so angry and upset. Well, ED is... Kelly is just so confused on what the heck she wants. I want recovery, but I also want the comfort of my eating disorder. It's SO HARD to let go. It's been my coping mechanism for 8 years

But I'm working at my best effort to conquer this illness. One step at a time.