New Hampshire 2013

Well, I returned home last night from NH :( It was the saddest day of my life. I seriously did NOT want to leave. I mean, don't get me wrong... I do like MN. I had some great experiences here and I have good friends but I truly feel like I just belong on NH. The whole week I was there I was the happiest I have been in moooonnttthhhsss. It was so great! I followed my meal plan pretty well, got to be with my friends whom I love to death and got to see someone who is very special to me. I just hate that I only get to see these people like once every year. And who knows if I'll get to go next summer?! I just want to move out there. But my parent's don't agree and yadeda! But like, I'm going to be 22 next month.... I feel like I should go... like... leave... do something with my life! I feel like I'm doing really well with all the eating disorder stuff. I really do! And I think that maybe it's time I start my life somewhere else! The only thing holding me back, well the two things, are Kiwi and Kathryn. I LOVE MY CAT TO DEATH AND KATHRYN IS THE GREATEST PERSON EVER. Ugh. I don't know what to do :/ This is how I feel....