So today is an outing day with programming. I have no idea where we're going for lunch and what out activity afterwards is... but we'll find out! I'm nervous... ugh. I hate not knowing. Well, ED hates it. The unknown with food is always anxiety provoking. I hope we go somewhere good. I mean, hopefully it's not an 'easy' place. We want to challenge ourselves.
This week has been challenging. It's been 21 days with no purging! That's a LONG TIME. I am impressed with myself. That rarely happens. But I'm really trying to be consistent with eating so I don't wack up my system again. I think my body is so confused..... ugh.
Tomorrow is friends and family night. I think I'm taking a break from asking people to come. I think I just need to not have people come. Well, family at least... friends are welcome! If any of you want to come let me know! I would love it so much! :D
I'm eating snack right now (yay me!) and it's going pretty darn good. Thought ya'll should know.
Well, I don't have too much to say. Just popping in to update! Love you all! ADIOS!
I am so proud of you. Isn't St Louis Park IDP GREAT?????????
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