Last night I found a bed bug on me...
Anyway. I got a meal plan increase and I have to start restoring weight :( I am not happy with it AT ALL. I know I had to do it last time I was here, but this time it just seems so much harder :'( I cried for a bit after being told.
I am just so terrified to gain weight. I knew I would have to, but omg… I'm just not liking this…
I get to go home on pass today to spend Christmas Eve with the familia :D I get to open muh gifts XD woo! Fun Fun!
I am nervous to have dinner with my family :/ Dinner is always hard.
BUT GUESS WHAT?!
I HAVE BEEN SYMPTOM FREE FOR 11 DAYS.
Just sayin' :D haha! It's hard to be proud but I am learning to accept that life is and will be better w/o symptoms. It's been hard to refrain…. super hard…. but I've been doing good. So I knew you all would be proud of that :)
Well, that's all I got for now.
Love you all! xxxx
I am so proud of you! Keep it up sweetie! Go for 12. You can do it!
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