Well, it's been a while! Umm.. well... A couple weeks ago I ended IOP and am now just doing outpatient and weekly DBT group. IOP was no longer an option for me since I wasn't following guidelines as best as I could. I was just really struggling. Anyway, I am now just talking with my dietician and therapist on what to do next with treatment. I think maybe a little break to just think things through should help. It's not that I don't want to recover or anything, it's just hard to be pro-recovery all the tiiimmeee.... The voices in my heard are so darn loud :/ UGGHH.
New Hampshire is in a few weeks! I'm SUPER stoked for that! It'll be so nice to be back in the East Coast with my friends <3 Me and my friend I am staying with are going to have
SO MUCH FUN! EEEE!!
Umm... there's nothing else to really say. I guess I'll try to update more though. I guess I just don't want to let people in as much recently. But I know I need to keep myself open and let my support people in. Without you guys I wouldn't be able to keep fighting as hard as am! You guys remind me of my hopes and dreams and that recovery is possible! <3 Love you all!!!
