Ending to a New Beginning.

The doors are opening to change....

So, the 4th of July I discharge from the Anna Westin House after five long months of living here.

I am full of mixed emotions. I'm scared, unsure, nervous, excited, pestimistic.... just a lot of things.

I'm going to try my hardest to keep working towards my recovery. I will be doing IDP(Intensive Day Program) at the house for a month which is basically I'm here all day I just don't sleep here. Which is weird 0__o I'm not feeling ready to go home at all, but I'm giving it a try. My therapist told me it's like a test run. And if things continue to look down, I can always come back. Which we don't want, but if it's what is needed then it's what's gotta happen. But I'm going to work my hardest to fight ED!

Just keep me in your prayers! I'm hoping everything goes well. I know symptom use will still be there, but I wanna work hard at decreasing it. I don't wanna purge 15 times a day anymore. I don't wanna deprive myself and intoxicate my body with pills. I don't want to exercise for 4 hours... I need to STOP all of this. So please continue to be my support! I love you all!